i always want to die during this time

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wow i'm fake :/ i'm gonna stop saying i'll write more entries cause i've been saying that for over two years and it's so annoying lol

yesterday was the last day of school for semester 1!!! i'm so relieved. and i'm also super happy because i'm content with my grades :^) i can't remember what i was doing from 12pm-5pm yesterday (i think i was watching the office and eating way too much chocolate) but at 5pm i knocked out while watching shane dawson conspiracy videos LMFAO i have never slept that early in my entire life istg. i slept from 5pm to 1am and i woke up because i had a really creepy dream that i did a super detailed dream diary about (with pictures) and i finished that at like maybe 3am?? and after that i was talking about my grades for an hour or even more i think on frostbears (my spam) and then i tried to sleep ! spoiler: did not happen. so basically i have been fucking around on the internet since 1am whoo!!!

let's go over my 2017 resolutions! (note: on my listography i actually have a newer and revised version of this ig it just has less stuff because throughout the year i was like tf why would i focus on that lol / most of these i'm going to be addressing according to semester 1 because my memory sucks)
original
- all As (w/o ten points added to ap classes): completed !!! [swirling heart emoji insert]
- 94%+ average: with the 10 points i have a 95% without the ten points it's a 93.8% which frankly is so fucking ugly but it's okay i'm happy :)
- all As on finals: yikes! haha i'm so funny. i think i got high grades on my finals in ninth grade i can't remember ??? but this year was so ridiculous wtf is wrong with me
- pass ap exams: i passed ap human and ap bio woohoo
- get in golf: yep
- complete club hours: whatever
- play uke, keyboard, and improve in viola: definitely not
- start coding: nope
- study viet more frequently: tried, failed
- learn how to cook and bake: nope (i'm on the culinary path though haha)
- write more: nope
- read at least 10 books: i accomplished this goal but on goodreads i wanted to read 50 books, that was a BIG FAIL
- watch at least 5 films: yep
- save money each month: uhh i dunno probably
- stop cursing: honestly who was i when i was writing this shit down
- eat better (become vegetarian..?): i am vegetarian :) ever since the end of october <3 i still eat shitty though
- workout more: to be fair i did run more but not even close to enough to say i accomplished this
- drink more h2o: yes? yes!
- do more face masks: still ugly with or without 
- work: yep!
revised

- high scores in classes and finals 

- pass ap exams 

- join golf

- play the ukulele

- play the keyboard

- how to code

- how to cook and bake

- improve in vietnamese

- write in my journal more and work on my stories

- read at least ten books

- watch at least five films

- save money

- eat healthier (slowly become vegetarian then vegan??)

- workout more (lots of running!!)

- drink more water

- take care of my skin

- get a job

- get to goal weight: i gained weight...............................................

things i learned: no use in making dumb goals, stop making those types of goals you dumbdumb, realize even though i have 365 to do stuff i will never do it! / i definitely accomplished a lot more compared to 2016 though

2018 goals:
- pass the ap exam (preferably get a 4 on it)
- end sophomore year with a 4.0
- start junior year with a 4.0
- 95% average.. :')
- read 20 books (not including manga)
- save $700 just cause
- get to goal weight
- clear skin wya
- cut out eggs :'(
- cut out cheese ?? yes!
- get job
- permit vroom vroom
- find out who i am
- get um pretty

ok i'm tired. byeeeeee